Frustrations

           Ya know, I've never admitted this, but I always tend to take out my frustration at the people I know outside of my house. I could never take it out at home because I'd get hit. I get hit alot to be quite honest. The family believe in "Nobody's around, the others won't know if I hit her." Lovely concept they have. I feel bad for everyone else, because I'm a pretty big beach. I think I'm this stupid now only because I've suffered so much blunt force trama to my head. It's unfair I'm so mean to everyone.

Unfair

             AHHH!! I haven't written a post down here since July 6th appearantly. That's a LONGG time considering It's not October 11th.

             So, Ya know what sucks shiz? Having my family. I can't dye my hair, STILL and I'm 17. While my sister's got to dye their hair when they were even BEFORE teens. DUH HEW!? Eff man. I can;t have a boyfriend. DUDE, THEY DON'T EVEN TRUST ME WITH GUYS! THEY DON'T EVEN TRUST ME OUT LATER THAN TEN!!! Eff this. Today I came late home because of Martial Arts. So A few minutes ago, my dad past by and he's like ".. go fucking shower AT 8:30" WHAT DUH FEQ! I'm 17 going on 18 in about half a year, and I CAN'T EVEN BE TRUSTED WITH SHOWERING!? What kind of fecking life is this when you can't even trust me to shower? What a piss off. Than I got a rant about not eating all my food at ONCE!? DUH FEQ! And for being on to long? when i'd been on for fifteen minutes. Like honestly, I want them to eff off :/