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I'm so annoyed by my F.P. (female parent). She yells and yells, telling me I do nothing at all. Like I'm sorry, I didn't know what you wanted to keep on the dinner table. You know, it's not even about that, it's more like my sister made a mistake and my F.P. took it out on everyone. She even yelled at my dad. When he's angry, it isn't pretty. It's more scary for that matter (on the account remembering he nearly broke my sister hand on purpose). Like, she honestly is one of those two faced people. She's all bestie bestie, with her best friend. The moment she leaves she sheet talking he behind her back. What's her emotional damage that she's such a beach.
Anyways glitter and pixie dust, is a must. I was looking at stuff on the Canadian Forever 21 webbie, and I found this really cute babydoll shirt. It is just my opinion, but I think lace is beautiful. and the whole corest thing, it really cute. Babydolls are really good for my shape because I'm about a double A in the chest, and I have a bit of love handles. So a shrit that goes in right under the chest gives more of a shape to me. I get a curve that way. Babydoll lace shirt;;
Like I've said before, I LOVE glitter and sparkles. Like my woodshop teacher from last year (Ms. Langley, soon to be Mrs. Keeves) told me "glitter makes everything better". I have to agree with her there. It makes the outfit pop. It also helps distract from anything you don't want to be seen. Like a pimple on your chin, you add a glittery headbands & the first thing you'll look at is the headband. It pops. Glittery Headband;;
Besides sparkley headbands, I'm totally bonkers about sparkley nail polish from Forever 21. Love them. Their about 3.80 each I believe. I found one that wasn't sparkley, but it had shaped in transparent colouring with blue stars (first nail polish shown). I loved it, only because I love stars. Second was this glittery golden colour. It was as if gold coins were to be painted on to your nails. I sparkle, the magic in it when it sparkled looked more like pixie dust then nail polish (second nail polish shown). Mermaid Teal, the name made me click it for more inspection. It's a shimmer colour, like the name says, it's like a mermaids tail, it's completely cute. Although, it's not as sparkley was I like most of my nail polish to be, the exquisite colout completely makes up for that (Last of the batch).
Nail Polish;; 
I don't wear falsies myself (except for this one time my friend aleah helped me put them on.. they fell off after first period) It doesn't mean I wouldn't like to wear them or learn to use them better. As I've said time & time again, I love sparkles. So I found this pair of falsies eyelashes. They have a hint of glitter wear the lashes meet the natural lash line. It's made for parties or having a really great time (First pair). I also foudn this other pair, their mutli-coloured. They aren't sparkley, glitter or anything, just colourful. It isn't rainbow, it's on the cool side of the colour wheel. I'm not so sure what it was about them, but I found them attractive (Second pair). Falsies;;
I know, I know, now your expecting me to have a crazed rant about glitter. Your wrong. I want to rant about strippy socks. I love them over tights with a pair of chuck taylors. It's so cute. Something it can also be very nerdy, if you add the nerd glasses. I think these one though, are girly geek chic like. I love them. Pink and gray are completely agreeable on the pretty-meter for me. I'd say about an eight out of ten. Not a perfect ten only because, it's not a shirt or something. Other that that, I have nothing else to speak of. Strippy Socks;;
Hewo, Hewo. It's me again. I've just been having random thought lately, creepy fetishes, sexy fetishes, things that pop into my head. Like Jesse McCartney, in his new video "Shake". HOLY SHEET! He's hot sex.<33 I don't know, he's dark hair is so cute. I also fidn it attractive the suit he was wearing. EVEN if he was objectifying women in that video, MAN, he was hot. I swear his new song is my new fettish. His face makes me blush a little.
Next up, would be my waxing skin fettish. Lately, I've been touching hot wax. It's kind of enjoyable. =3 It doesn't burn, but I do have this wonderful sensation when it falls on me. I love touching it with my finger tips. I think it burned off some of my finger prints though. They should grow back soon.
Since it's the holidays, my family depends on me to do everything since I don't work. -_- eff that. I have school work to do too. I still do all the work they ask from me, even more. So, The holidays makes me depressed since I can't do anything right according to them. (sheet, mom's calling) I get hit & bet, even though I'm liek fecking 16, going on 17. It's because I'm small and weak. The rest of my family has atleast 30 pounds on me. Well, getting off tract there. I've been trying to cut once again, BUT, it's really weird, no matter how hard I try, the skin won't brake. I feel the pain, but it won't brake. I don't do the whole wrist slitting, I cut above the pelvic area. Nobody would ever check there. Still wonder why it won't brake though. SO weird. ...WHAT DUH HEW! This chunk of my eyebrow is missing. T__T Just shows how much one hair can make a differnce. It fell off yestarday. I feel like eating, but their isn't any food. My family ALWAYS eats all of it before I wake up. -_- Such D-Bags.
OHH, that dream yestarday still seems to be running in my head. I've had it before, but I never remember anything besides the faces. I keep on having it. It's like a horror movie you get addicted to, but I don't want to be the star, feeling everything. Every morning I seem to wake up panting or crying. It's been happening for a while. About a week. I end up scratching like crazy at the inside of my elbow ( I do that when I'm nervous).
Now if you don't mind me cutting it short, I feel like eating all the Lollipops I still have from Halloween.
What's cool now a days? Hmm.. Well, honestly everyone I know seems to be expressing their girly side now. I've been wearing silly bands and hot pink more often. I LOVE sparkley stuff. @__@ Glittery and pixie dust, is a must. Hot pink lip gloss (Lollipop Lip Infatuation 30$), or Tinted Strawberry Chapstick (Nicea Fruity Shine 2-5$). That's another thing, I have to smell either like vanilla or strawberry. Not taht I "HAVE" to, I just always do. I've been told I smell good that way. (THANK GAWD! For the past 5 minutes the fire alarm has been ringing. It stopped.) I love eyeliner. Other then that, I don't wear makeup. I love glittery nail polish. I consider a mirror a must have at all time. I mean, like that's just what I think it in, if you have a nice one (Bittersweet conmpacts 25$). V-necks, or hentleys are totally cute. They only work on some people (Bluenotes Hentley 12$). I LOVE, LOVE, LOVE super skinnies (Garage Super Skinnies 30-40$) and tights (Garage Tights 15-25$). Chucks are love, but if you want to lean to the girly side, go for Keds. Ballet flats are totally sweet too. Ohh, and for winter, Uggs, Softmocs or Emus, are total win. (y) Hmm... I like ribbons and bows. OHH, earring. <33 I love Earring with cuffs attracted to them (Market Village, Soho 8$). I also like those chunky metal hoop earrings out of ardenes, but I've never gotten any. I love knee-high socks. So cute. Loose ballet sweaters are cute, really cute. Glittery earbuds, stellarly cute. =3 Arm warmers are cutie pie like. Eletric colours are eletrifying. I LOVE, SPARKLES SO MUCH. <33 T__T I want more. Short shorts are nice for the summer. Tubetops too. Stuff that's OUT THERE! Other then that, I think you could look princessy or faerie-ish. Maybe childish. It's all the rage to look childish at school now. Plus, it's suppose to be better. Males tend to pick the girls with the softer child faces only because it show youth and health. So if you want a long lasting relationship and children, it's better to knwo they aren't sick and weak, knowing they might die off before their children have been raised fully.
This is me;;
Hewo, hewo. I'm duh Baybedow. Mai name's Eliza.. I have an MAJOR fear of talking to new people.. Unless their very warmly in their facial features. I'm not physco, just a little out there. Mai life isn't all to good, so I tend to be very moody alot. Why did the nickname Baybedow come? Well, I look like a little porcelin babydoll. nor can I prononce double LL's so it's "dow". my face, is round, with glassy round eyes and long eyelashes. My lips are the shape of those porcelin dolls (although, i had sugery a whiel ago, to remove a tumor so my right side of my bottom lip is a little malformed) , just as pink too, little rounded petite flat nose. On the left side of my chin, I have like a flecked on skin pegmintation (freckles). Beside my right eye, I have a blue line, which is a bruise that never went away after someone smashed a door into my face.
Well, after taht into, let's talk about my current thing on my mind. This dream I had last night. It happened in really timing. me in my body. it felt REAL too.So, I woke up dazed. my parents were gone. my sister were home. their like "their a murdere outside in the balcony." and I said "maybe we shoudl leave then? I'll turn off the lights so they can't tell we left" and I run down the hall turning off all the lights. Then my sister's like "stop that." and she turned them back on. "go back to your room." and I'm like "we should leave" & she sent me to my room. I hear the voilin playing, climb up on my bed lean towards the window pulling the curtains away and I see these three figures out side my window. Jack (my friend), some girl, and the killer. The sound was so hypnotizing. So, I open my window slowly to a music. I start to scream, but I didn't realize. My sister comes running to my room and she's like "are you stupid? close the damn window." and I realize I was screaming. I keep on asking her if we could leave. She still said no. They come knocking on the screen door and then I'm like "can we leave? atleast me?" and she's like "fine, you'll call mom." Before I woke up, Jack was knocking on the door and I saw threw my peek whole he had a blank look on his face staring straight at me.
