Let me wilt

I don't know why, but I have this thing about not worrying people about my feelings. I don't want to be called stupid, or selfish. I want everyone to be happy, everyone but me. I feel sad alot, but I smile. I hate the world, but I love my friends. Most nights I cry, days I smile, for people like you. I feel ugly and hated. My heart bleeds. I teell people I don't feel well, like I'm sick. I want to vomit out blood. When I don't feel "well", it means I don't feell loved, I want attenetion, I just want someone to ask me how I feel. Nobody does. They just say "get better". My heart bleeds more everytimes. Just tell me you don't want my feelings. Let me wilt. I'm just a little girl, who dreamed of a little world.