Frustration

                    Like OMG! I FUCKING HATE LIVING IN THIS HOUSE!! "YOU'RE SO STUPID!", "YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YO'RE SAYING!", "YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU JUST SAID!" Then I get hit, hit, hit. Face in the dirty, dirty dirt. How nice of life to just SHOVE my freaking nose into all the shit in it. Like stfu. I know you wanted to get rid of me. One day, you'll see me. Watch when you're screaming. What is everyone's problems? You know, somedays I'm just so overly tempted into running away from my problems... THEN I remember that I suck at saving so I'm broke... I have no money too run away... This is bullshit. You know, I don't need to know about Billy S to be good at anything. I don't wanan go to school, because maybe, WHAT IF... I coudl end up like Skye Sweetnam or anyone else who drops out? Why not? I freaking fear my parents.. That's why. So I'm freaking stuck here..... If you know me in real life, if you tell me, "push down, pull up" and I DO trust you, you'd see how bad it was sometimes.. Nobody knows though.. FML