Marks

                         "Why can't you be more like your sisters" - Parents

                       Thank you, thank you for pointing out how crap I am compared to my family. I'm sorry that I'm not them. I really am sorry I never make you proud of what you made out of me. You're disappointed that I can't been who you wanted me to be. I can't be my sisters. I'll just hug my knees pulling them into my chest. Just sob a bit more, wish opon a star, and let my heart break slowly so I can feel all the pain I deserve. How does it feel to be compared to someone prettier, smarter, just BETTER than yourself? Pretty much like you're useless crap. Let me fade away into the shadows, while I watch your perfect life without me at play. I know how you really feel towards me. I always did. Stop lying to yourself and everyone around you, we all knew. I'm the girl, you didn't want. I'm a disappointment that just needed to be left in a ditch to die. I'm not who I should be...