Fix Me

                                    Something's really wrong with me and I'm not too sure what it is. I know it isn't good though. Extreme paranoia, deprssive mentality, irritated by everyone's stupid personality traits. Today, one of my friend's personality traits bothered me SOO much, I really just wanted to punch her face until her fucking nose bleed. I want people to shut up and leave me alone. I've said extremely rude things to my friends lately, and I don't feel bad.. It's strange. I feel like pushing almost every girl I talk to down a cliff and walking away. Does it look like I'm in the mood for your annoying comments and stupid facial features. Honestly, I kind of wish soem peopel would die. Not only that, but stop fucking touching me. Do you not see that I don't want you to touch me continously. Honestly, I know this is fucknig stupid coming out of my mouth, but shit come you learn to grow up once in a while and stop acting like such a fucking  spoiled brat. Not only that, but I feel freaking lonely. I might be dating Jack, but what's the point of having time if we aren't there to spend it with each other? It's not like I want to break up. NEVER! But, I don't get to talk to him like I used to.. and I miss it like hell. I keep it locked up pretty deep inside, but you can tell I miss him. I just never cry in public about it.. I cry in the dark of my room when I should be sleeping about being lonely. I miss Jack too much.