Without you

                   Without you here... I feel lonely. I feel like shrinking away from all of my friends. They tricked me, saying that you were moving. I pretend cried. Then I really did cry. They scared me. I couldn't wipe away the tears. Not on the inside atleast. Empty and cold, is all I feel. It's all I've felt lately. I think I'm getting sick though. I'm not sure if it because you're not here or because I miss you to much. My stomach cleches, flips, twirls... but the thing is, I'm always thinking about you. How worriful of me. I know you're okay. I know you're fine. I guess it should be normal that I worry so much. It is said, it is unhealthy for a couple to spend EVERY moment together.. But it's evenly as bad to spend days, maybe even full weeks not saying anything to each other, because we can't. Why does it hurt to bad to know I have you, but I don't get to be held by you.. Fix this please when you get back. Please.