It sucks alone

               I act like I don't need you because I'm scared of being needy. No one said that this would be easy, it isn't like our bond is broken, but consider it may need some mending. Until now, I always got along by my own, why should I feel so alone? Now it chills me to the bone. How can I get you alone? I'm weak and it shows, yet you're the only one who knows. What's the point of having time, if I'm nto there to help you spend it? I hear the ticking from my clock, I'm lying here and the room's pitch dark. I wonder where you are tonight. The night passes by neverendingly slow. It's so frustrating. You know that I shouldn't be dating. No matter where I go or what I do, it sucks because I wanna be with you. You're not the type that I should be dating, but really, who's hating? I'm gonan brake the rules to keep the boy mine. It sucks, even if I am with you.