PeekABoo, I might attempt murder on you..

So, earlier I had a rant about Brandon, that man slut. I found some message history between us a couple of minutes ago. Stupid beach

- Brandon says:
I don't know, Mabye our date on thursday will take your mind off things ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i don't even feel like going out
- Brandon says:
with me ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
at all
- Brandon says:
ouch..
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
:/ sorry
- Brandon  says:
Aslong as your happy , We can still be friends though ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
-.-
- Brandon says:
??

- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
remember i'm angry at them?
- Brandon says:
I know your angry at them.
And I understand your breaking up with me I don't care what you do aslong as you can be happy.. I know your not happy right now but do what you think is right until you are .
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i'm breaking up with you? o___o
- Brandon says:
You just said you don't feel like going out at all with me
-.-
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i mean outside

- Brandon says:
LOL
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
your smart
- Brandon says:
not really :*

How could we keep dating if you don't want to go out at all lol ?
I don't understand ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
idk
i'll feel like going out sooner or later
just not now
- Brandon says:
So we're going out but not going out ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
umm...sure?
- Brandon says:
...why not just break up with me ?
I'm used to it, Won't hurt me more then what you just said to me.
Your trying to make it gentle.
When i don't care how you do it.
I really like you and even if we're not going out and you don't want to anymore we can still be friends.
It's up to you if you don't want to be friends but I would not understand that.
And if you think that not going out with somone while still going out with somone is even possible.
Mabye your not ready for a relationship at all.
Break up with me then.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
o____o dude, your make me confused
- Brandon says:
I'm more confused then you right now.
Trust me.
Relationships are supposed to be about seeing each other.
I can't handle going a week or for weeks without seeing you.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
-.-
-   Brandon says:
Eliza.
I like you too much.
If were still "going out" i'm going to want to see you.
But if you don't want to see me.
It doesn't work.
And I won't break up with you because I don't want too. I still want you ... alot.
But
If you don't feel the same
Break up with me.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i do feel the same, i jsut don't feel like going out right now
- Brandon says:
Ok so were not in a relationship now we're in a relationship when you feel like it ?
it's like saying
Oh
I'm sorry I just need time it's not you it's me blah blah blah blah
It's the exact same thing as breaking up with somone Eliza.
Just do it.
And in the future
If you get over these issues
Then you can be like ok
let's go out again
But for now.
It's just like saying let's see other people.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
fuck, your making me cry, can you shuddup?
- Brandon says:
Really cus i've been crying.
*sigh*
Just say the words.
I'm used to it don't make it gentle.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
bradd, srsly, i don't want ot brake up but, your making it seem like you want too
- Brandon says:
Eliza, I want to see you, I want to be with you and more importantly I want to talk to you.
That's how relationships work.
You don't want to do any of those things.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
I DO WANT TO TALK TO YOU
- Brandon says:
What about seeing me ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
...
ibb'
- Brandon says:
Exactly.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
do you really wanna know why i'm angry?
- Brandon says:
Yes.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i got into a fight with someone about what you
happy?
- Brandon says:
?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
because i'm not
- Brandon says:
about what I what ?
I'm not happy unless your happy and when your happy i'm not going to be happy until I know what happened.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
someone said you told them that you were at your cousin's house to teach her a listen, but YOU told me that she changed the locks. Some else also told me that you are a liar & full of yourself, THAT'S WHY IM' MAD
- Brandon says:
*sigh*
If you tell me these things in the beggining it's alot easier
But no
Always gotta make it complicated.
I got angry at my aunt
Then started to stay at my cousins
After the night
The next morning
I started to think it through more
So
I wanted to go apologize to my aunt
And make up
I went to the house
the locks were changed.
So I went to my other cousins
That's when I messaged you on msn and was talking to you
My aunt before I was talking to you
Told me that she didn't want me back into the house
But the only reason she said that was because her ex boyfriend was in her ear and telling her all this
Once her ex boyfriend left the house she phoned me and said she'd give me a chance if she talked to me and I went to the trailer with her this weekend
So I got home at 10 pm and talked to her for an hour
Then madeup
Then today she said i don't have to go to the trailer if i don't wan toto.
want too*
And that's the full story.
And now she's gone to the trailer
And i'm home alone

- Brandon just sent you a nudge.

- Brandon says:
Happy ?
Who was it that said i'm a liar ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
someone
- Brett says:
Eliza we're not going to get over this unless you tell me.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
well, i'm NOT allowed to tell
- Brandon says:
Well arn't you angry at that person
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
that's the thing with me, if i promise something i can't say anything
- Brandon says:
I won't even talk to the person
I just want to know
know
Because i'm not going to continue being friends with someone who would do this to me
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
well, i promised
- Brandon says:
Fine.
Your going to make me stay friends with somone who went at me like this.
You honestly think that's fair ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3ees-ahh[/i].Nerdy Hippie - Boo! says:
-.- Brandon , leave it Alone okayy?
my problem
- Brandon says:
No
Not your problem
Not in the least bit
It's my problem
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
no, it's MY problem
- Brandon says:
If it was your problem I wouldn't be crying right now would I ?!
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
it's not your fault so you shouldn't be crying
it's mine because they got mad at me
- Brandon says:
Eliza, What that person said made you not want to go on our date anymore
That makes it my problem
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
it didn't make me want to go out with you
it pisses me off enough to NOT want to live my apt
AT ALL
- Brandon says:
huh ?
That makes no sense.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
GOD! I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY PLACE AT ALL
- Brandon says:
Because of this person ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
because of that person & things, other things too, just leave ti
- Brandon says:
Tell me the person
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
no
- Brandon says:
Eliza let me handle it!
I will fix it.
Somtimes
You can't be stubborn
I understand a secret once in awile
But this is more then that
When you shittalk somone behind their backs.
Expect to be told off
I'm giving you two options right now Eliza.
Tell me
Or break up with me
One or the other.
If you care about me you'll tell me
And stop being stubborn and tell me
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
no, why do i have to stop?
why don't you?
- Brandon says:
Because I don't want to stop.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
do you think maybe i don't want to either?
- Brandon says:
if you didn't you'd try to make this whole thing better and the past.
you obviously can't deal with it.
SO let me deal with it
That's what i'm here for.
It'd be the same deal if it was the other way around.
I know you don't trust me, But trust me enough to solve this.
Cus if your scared to leave your place.
It makes it sound like your being threatened by this person
Tell me what this person told you to want to not leave the apt and tell me who this person is. I'll act on whatever is the safest for you and for me. And i'll try to get the problem dealt with without any violence.
Just tell me
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
IM' NOT SCARED TO LEAVE MY PLACE
I DON'T WANT TOO
- Brandon says:
TELL ME THE PERSON'S NAME !
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
NO
- Brandon says:
)':

- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
how do you think i feel?
- Brandon says:
BETTER THEN ME!!
This person isnt shit talking you
This person is shit talking ME!
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
no, their talking shiz about someone i care about
- Brandon says:
But that someone is Me
if you know
I should know.
I honestly don't deserve this.
I'm nice to everyone and the only reason I could think of that they'd be saying all this about me
Is their jealous of us.
And if that's so
They can do a lot worse.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i don't care what they do, god. just leave it Alone, i'm dealing with you
i can deal with it on my own
- Brandon says:
Is it Shameer ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
no
- Brandon says:
*sigh*
I want to see you Eliza though !!!
Why can't you leave your place just a little.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
would you be happy, if i did just a little?
- Brandon says:
I would be happier if I seen you a lot but I would rather see you every once in awhile then not at all.
And i'd rather you not cancel our date.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
well, ermm....one other problem
about that
- Brandon says:
?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
so, it's the day after my surgery
thus i can't talk, nor kiss
- Brandon says:
Let's do the date earlier then ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i can't ):
busy weekends
- Brandon says:
Fine I don't care if you can't talk or kiss. I just want to see you Eliza... Thats it we can still do our date but we will just be with each other.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
cant i hang out with you for an hour?
just you &  me?
- Brandon says:
On thursday ?
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
Tuesday
- Brandon says:
Yes.
I would like that a lot more then not seeing each other.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
okay
umm..i just need to find out what time i have to go somewhere
- Brandon says:
Yup..
I would really like it if you told me still tho.. I promise to you I won't say anything to them.
I just want to know who not to be friends with anymore.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i can't
i promised
- Brandon says:
a please for me, Your only breaking a promise if it goes everywere.
I'm your boyfriend you should be able to tell me.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i can't, its' a promise- Brandon says:
Eliza, this person can do worse.
What if I don't know who this person is
I vent to that person
That person goes at you again
and then again
I don't want to be friends with that person.
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
i don't care if they do worse, okayy? let me handle MY problem with people
i can
- Brandon says:
Eliza I beg you...
Just a name
- ` [i]E3lle...l3hiss-ahh[/i].Nerd - Boo! says:
no Brandon, just think about something else
please
- Brandon says:
I can't .
I hate being betrayed like this.Let me just point out I had NO idea want was happening during alot of that convo. I feel sick right now. :/



Ohh how I feel like running him over with a tractor right about ... ANYTIME IT'S NOT ILLEGAL 8D