Stay my baby.. in the kitchen

   He's kinda pretty, isn't he? Sort of looks like a monkey though. C: But ya know, I do love him, which is kinda disgusting. I should hate him, although I don't. His hair isn't orange anymore, or in that style either. It was my friend, Lily's birthday "party" if you will yestarday. I missed out on it, due to chemical treatment. Which sucks bad. Anyhow, I drew a picture of "myself" so I could be there.. KINDA! shh. It sounded smart at the time. SO they took this photo with him and the picture. It was sex, I have to admit.. <3 TOTAL LOVE! hehe. I had to add that picture of this post. His face makes me smile. Along with his out of uniform, he looks really sexy.. -COUGH- umm... it's true. I just want to push him up agaisnt the wall and kiss him without a sound. YEAHH.. Not trying to sound horny.  But it was sweet that he really did take a photobooth picture with "pocket me". I wish my baby would stay. I do love him.

            I just noticed, my past couple of posts are like me beign all annoying and sad about missing Jacky. My Hero Complexed boyfriend.. I miss that bitch, WAYY too much. You know what I really miss? BURGER KING, TACO BELL AND AND HOT SAUCE!! Man, I love hot sauce. It's so yummy in my tummy. Currently, I'm starving, and feel like stuffing my mouth full of chocolate and strawberries. Maybe some cheesecake. I'm ALWAYS open for cheesecake. I'm tempted in engulfing my own mother for a source of food. I think she could fill me, I hope. OMFJ!! MAN!! DUDE!! I FOUND STRAWBERRY NESQUIK IN THE KITCHEN!! Okayy, I think I will take a trip TO TEH KITCHEN again. Lovely.